Qaween Erytry 🌳

the thought of you being gone hurts me to the core the day that i seen your casket closed  it left my heart very sore i never thought i would have to say goodbye to you i just dont know what i have to do without you when i came to visit you & was leaving i didnt think that it would be my time seeing you well last memory of you being well you watched me leave your presence & waved at me goodbye i never thought that it would be your last goodbye & all i can do is cry Even though you're not here anymore life goes on when i saw my 3 love ones it was always fun the jokes & the laughs that we shared the feeling of yall being gone i just couldnt bare. Even though yall not here anymore life goes on all the memories i have with you all was us having a ball yall brought so much joy into my heart my love for yall will never fall apart my regret is not spending enough time with yall im still missing you all the pain & tears couldn't stop the fact that i will not be able...

  What you've put me through was unfair   All you cared about is yourself & didn't even care Reminiscing on us making sweet love  it felt so good & so right But when you broke my heart you changed my life You made me a different person & chaos has just begun When I realized that it wasnt about you anymore  it made me realize I should love myself more As many times that I was selflish I became very selfish  I thought about my own happiness instead of others I became something I always wanted to be  My locs flowing & my skin glowing  i became smarter & brighter  I finally have peace & a wind of fresh air Even though you deserved all the hell you brought to me  Losing me is your biggest regret I know u wish you was a better man from the day we met. As I walk past you .. you then realize how you treated me was unfair Approach me reminding me of everything we had share All I can say to you is Take Care. 

Came to the conclusion that ill be alone forever Men ask when they gon see me & i said "never" A wounded heart that i cannot get over Would i ever fall in love again  In this life of sin I've tried to move on and it never end All you ever would look me is an old friend When I'm in your presence and look into your eyes It made me not wanna see other guy's  The feeling that i feel inside  All i can do is cry Ran into you and the feeling rushes through my mind Never met a man that's so damn fine One day when we make admends I never thought that i would fall in love with you again Your presence in the room makes me feel so bright The feeling just feels so right How can I be so strong & get rid of this feeling When in my heart you will always be my king I promise myself that it wouldn't drive me insane Hoping that we will see each other again Never thought I'll love you again.