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Life goes on

the thought of you being gone hurts me to the core the day that i seen your casket closed  it left my heart very sore i never thought i would have to say goodbye to you i just dont know what i have to do without you when i came to visit you & was leaving i didnt think that it would be my time seeing you well last memory of you being well you watched me leave your presence & waved at me goodbye i never thought that it would be your last goodbye & all i can do is cry Even though you're not here anymore life goes on when i saw my 3 love ones it was always fun the jokes & the laughs that we shared the feeling of yall being gone i just couldnt bare. Even though yall not here anymore life goes on all the memories i have with you all was us having a ball yall brought so much joy into my heart my love for yall will never fall apart my regret is not spending enough time with yall im still missing you all the pain & tears couldn't stop the fact that i will not be able...

Take Care

  What you've put me through was unfair   All you cared about is yourself & didn't even care Reminiscing on us making sweet love  it felt so good & so right But when you broke my heart you changed my life You made me a different person & chaos has just begun When I realized that it wasnt about you anymore  it made me realize I should love myself more As many times that I was selflish I became very selfish  I thought about my own happiness instead of others I became something I always wanted to be  My locs flowing & my skin glowing  i became smarter & brighter  I finally have peace & a wind of fresh air Even though you deserved all the hell you brought to me  Losing me is your biggest regret I know u wish you was a better man from the day we met. As I walk past you .. you then realize how you treated me was unfair Approach me reminding me of everything we had share All I can say to you is Take Care. 

Again

Came to the conclusion that ill be alone forever Men ask when they gon see me & i said "never" A wounded heart that i cannot get over Would i ever fall in love again  In this life of sin I've tried to move on and it never end All you ever would look me is an old friend When I'm in your presence and look into your eyes It made me not wanna see other guy's  The feeling that i feel inside  All i can do is cry Ran into you and the feeling rushes through my mind Never met a man that's so damn fine One day when we make admends I never thought that i would fall in love with you again Your presence in the room makes me feel so bright The feeling just feels so right How can I be so strong & get rid of this feeling When in my heart you will always be my king I promise myself that it wouldn't drive me insane Hoping that we will see each other again Never thought I'll love you again.

Ole Lady

  When God created you, he created you perfect. He knew what we all needed in our lives to feel complete. Mama favorite term was "Ole Lady" She always called me Ole Lady since 1997. She was loving, nurturing & very funny She always brought the family together whether it was Thanksgiving & Christmas... The best part was her holiday & Sunday's dinner. She put alot of soul into her cooking Catfish fillets with mac & cheese, collard greens & cornbread. She always made sure that we were all well fed. Ole Lady did NOT play about her cooking & even her Pepsi. She was and will always be the glue to our family.  Ill miss her laugh, her cooking, her smile, her humor & her presence. Loving her will always be food to my soul.  I love my Ole Lady & will forever miss my ole lady.  May Ole Lady & Chopper watch over us forever.  πŸ‘ΌπŸΎπŸ‘ΌπŸΏ

Forever

  Letting you go was the hardest thing to do How can i go about knowing i still love you  Killing me softly to the core To the point i dont wanna love no more It left my heart very sore But i had to walk you to the door As much as I want you to stay It's time that I should go away I love you & will always love you  But its time that i love me more Still killing me softly to the core The memories was fun while it last But it will remain in the past I wish you were mine But maybe in the next lifetime

Pure

  Her heart is made of gold Her mind is of an old soul Her scent is of an rose The way she walks The way she talks The smile on her face will make your heart beat in a fast pace Her spirit brings peace She is classy & never sassy She is elegant & never pays attention to the arrogant She is loving she is kind Makes you say “She so damn fine” That girl is mine and she is a dime A dime that forms into a diamond A diamond that can never be replace When you’re with her, you’re in a better place Watch how you treat her cuss there will never be another her Once shes forever You wont find someone better She is made of pure She is pure She looks and thanks heaven while she looks in the mirror She thankful for who she’s becoming As she walks into the room she will always be stunning.

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Have yall ever crave something you know isnt tangible Something that you dreamed of wanting but you know you cant have It breaks your heart in half but what if its your own illusion an illusion can be seen as delusion As you walk in a valley of an fantasy to feel to touch & to love You see him come down as a dove as you see his handsome face yall make love in a steady pace Hes someone you will always miss hoping this wont be yall last kiss and you know what rhymes with Kiss.......?