Qaween Erytry 🌳

As the fire burns through her veins She begin to ask herself “Why do i still care about the person who killed me?” This demon who shot my heart with an AK47 as you can see She begged to be sey free something is holding her back She’s tired of cutting this demon some slack It show’s how vulnerable she is Wished death on him and said he no longer exist to her She thought she didnt care anymore until she saw blood spreaded all over the walls That’s when she knew she said alot of hurtful things out of anger She no longer in love but she still care She asked herself, “Why do i have to be such a good person to him?” She wanted to go into an open land  all by herself crying her eyes out due to his sins that hated her She finally went into peace and happiness Learned to be a forgiven person again UNTIL..........

A sweet innocent girl who went through alot of hell from her family and friends She continued to still be nice to everyone because that’s her personality Even when she was molested at 5&6, went through physical abuse.. she continued to be this sweet little girl As she got older, life. began to become worst & worst It changed her forever. She couldn’t take it anymore She did everything she could to fit in so no one would pick on her She went from a nice innocent girl to a cold hearted person She’s the prettiest most meanest person anyone could meet She was angry until she met her D’Angel D’Angel stands for Demon and Angel Angel on the outside but hes a demon on the inside He made her very vulnerable and nice again He was everything she wanted until he pointed a gun to her head and chest and ...... BOOM Rest in peace to this little girl

Lay me down in a soft mattress to break away all of stress society had brung me. Feet rubbed on, tensions from shoulders takin away.  Blowing on trees brings me into a world of meditation because it's my medication.  It takes me away from society and gets rid of my anxiety.  So daddy you willing to take this journey, just let me know honey.  Listen to soulful music brings us connection spiritually.  Ready or not here i come you can't hide. Gotta find you and take this slowly.  As he looked into my lonly eyes, he asked "You ready?"  I said yes daddy im ready for your love He came from heaven like angels & doves The feeling of escaping reality has become calming No more pain, no more stress I began to do my bad habits less & less No one can get me in their mess Laying in peace and happiness due to this medication It almost feels like im on vacation  So tell me ....... what’s your secret to less ptsd I said......